i promised the world and a dozen roses.

Monday, December 27, 2004 say ocean. 
YOU'RE WALKING SO PECULIAR NOW LIKE YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO HIDE.

YOUR CRYING MADE ME MISS MY FAVOURITE PAAAAART.

LOOK WHO'S TALKING.
LOOK WHO'S TALKING.
LOOK WHO'S TALKING.
LOOK WHO'S TALKING.
LOOK WHO'S TALKING.
LOOK WHO'S TALKING.
LOOK WHO'S TALKING.
LOOK WHO'S TALKING.
LOOK WHO'S TALKING.
LOOK WHO'S TALKING.
LOOK WHO'S TALKING.

i dont know why you hate me so much.
did i miss something?

I FEEL THE SMOOTH SKIN SLIGHTLY BRUSH AGAINST THE BACKSIDE OF MY AAARMMM.



my head aches.

hope you guys had a good sunday.

Saturday, December 25, 2004 im shivering hard now shivering hard now 
a kind of perfect.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

sister prefers to stay over at her FRIENDS SISTERS house cos ´the sis is getting married so instead of spending xmas with family she goes to attend someone elses wedding.bitch.

make my mum sad only

my brother threw tantrums cos he couldnt open his presents.
my sister go jelous i got a 160 discman.
my lil sis cries cos she wants to play with my brothers swimming goggles.
i cant sleep till late cos shes always poking me to wake up.
my muscles ache like fuck.
i miss nihaad
i miss you siti!!!!and if ever u want to go out with me, its a date.i have zad but you have me.okay and eddie.
okay nvm let u continue getting sick of me but hurry2 miss me soon.HAHAHA.


well
da vinci codes superb.all the symbolisms about women and the church lying and all.
really cool.

i waant the job to staaaart.

OKAY LOVE YOU ALL MERRY XMAS AND MAY ELVES EAT YOUR TOES.
Friday, December 24, 2004 daniela monasterios tan// 
im sad
yet happy.
went for training today after 8 mths HAHA
my backside hurts
hope i can get outta bed tomorrow.

hmmmm
im sorry.
i wish i could be smth more.
but i guess not.
i didnt....nehmind2

and to YOU.
te quiero te amo aku cinta padamu wo ai ni je t'aime!!!

and to you
i know u wont see this but i hope your fine

and to you
IM NOT OKAY I PROMISE.

ok i bluff.


shine on, diamond eyes.

red is definitely the new black
Monday, December 13, 2004 I HAVE TWO BEST FRIENDS (THEY ARE SITI AND NIHAAD) 
wanna hear horror stories??

Xena is barely 16 doesnt do drugs nor go clubbing but has a curfew of 7pm (and thats when she gets to go out) her brother beats her up (megadomania) over stupid things and she cant do lots of things. she was bethrothed secretly and tried to get away from it only to get into more trouble (and cane marks). now she spends her time staring at the box and out her window cos she is "a disgrace" and basically invisible.she cant use the phone and hasnt spoken to anyone in person apart from her family.

Helen was raped by her brother.then her other brother.when she told the girls in school they (instead of being friends) picked on her for it.she suffered of low self esteem and ended up in other shitty relationships (abuse and divorce).her mother followed old custom and closed an eye and pretended all was a-ok.the only person who would have given her comfort was her dad who was always away on business trips.at the age of 17 she runs away with only o level passes.

Megan is considered a head ache to her elder sibling.he beats her up and inflicts pain on her so she would remember his message.she....

this is not the worst of it.if you think about it theres a thousand other people every second receiving inhumane treatment, being married off, BEING SOLD, being mutilated, being raped.

it makes me so sad.

i have two best friends and they are siti and nihaad.
saturday was a good day and more sunshine is going to shine on.

shine on diamond eyes.
dear black goodbye.


Friday, December 03, 2004 all i can do is blog about turtles. 
turtles can live up to a century.
turtles can swim.
turtles are slow on land.
turtles are...mamals???

OK I THINK I GOT THE JOB.
manager will give me a call and i have to see her again to find out the days for training and classes (yeah school again) and i think i better dye EVERYTHING black cos she could see the pink underneath my fringe and thought i sprayed my hair black.

ok ca suffit.
je suis tres ennuyant.

im boring.
and your sister's friends cousin should braid her arm pit hair.

want to know something?
life is the dream of the dead.

three cheers for sweet revenge!
shine on diamond eyes.
Thursday, December 02, 2004 cant you see apologies bleed from their eyes?? 
the manager at starbucks is damn sharp.she realised i had a tongue piercing (just dont play with it)
and i now have only a few strands of pink hair (as much as i love your hair and wish i could do a colour like that i can't)
so hoping for the best just hoping smth happens (and i get the job)
going to be working full time (hopefully) 9 hrs/5 times a week
that means arnd 700bucks a month.

OR

work as a door bitch at indochine (pub and bar)
i think not.
i scared ah!!!!

i found the perfect place to hide
someday will never come if we sumply say our goodbyyes

i wish.

somethings wrong.
i just dont know what.
i guess sometimes you just got to take the back seat and keep quiet until the storm is over.
im used to it anyway.
some people are just good for changing the channel.
remote control.

shine on mata berlian!!

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i am daniela/ a walking contradicion/ who comes from bolivia anyway/ seventeen years. i love green/ READING/ poetry/ water/ stoning/ writing rubbish/ ripping images off cd sleeves/ music/ pretending to be oh-so-artsy/ stars/ photographs/ french and spanish films/ learning new things/ i hate those people/ ignorancy/ my temper/ my pettiness/ my indesciADHJKJAness/ hate i wish i had taken art/ i was taller/skinnier/prettier/nicer/kinder/ smarter / to go Paris/ to see the world/ i want to be happy, to know.


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"But if you love and have desires, let these be your desires:
To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody into the night.
To know the pain of too much tenderness.
To be wounded by your own understanding of love;
And to bleed willingfully and joyfully...."-the prophet.



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