i just had a shower, cleaning out the day's happenings.going to the doctor soon for i have been sick for the past few days.so i don't think i'll go sch tomorrow.not that i want to anyway.don't get me wrong i am not ashamed about our loss to STC. in fact, im really proud of my team.before i continue, would like to say stuff that i have never said to them before.
pauline-u are like that blanket that the guy from "peanuts" carries about.our security blanket.your prescence itself is comforting.i would always remember ur firm instructions,ur 'low' moods and ur 'high' moods.the team respects u a lot, n so do i.my dear pau dont be sad.ur a jewel n i wish u the best in ur future plans.
joelle.u haf definitely improved n i hope tt u continue to improve.jo its been fun bullying u n tellin u to shut up n all.i guess it gave us all smth to do.will still remember all the whining, all the running.im sure u will nv forget it n neither would i.
huiching.dont take anything too hard on urself. i know sometimes ur face smiles yet ur insides are a massive mess. hope u really throw the chair at tt asshole. ching ur like a lil boy. i haf watched u evolve since sec one.
ur a sweet person stay tt way. jus dun forget to control those moodings. people are not all out to get u, some do want to help
cheryl.hope ur back recovers soon :) u haf been always to us the hard worker. continue to do so n nv forget wat was the most hard work. the physicals and all those runs. im sure hockey has given u smth to remember from this crappy sch.
jasmine.i wish u had opened up more to us all earlier. it broke my heart to see that u were crying too. ive always seen u as the one who would not show emotions. i know u would go out of ur way to do things for people. im proud of u that u continued to go trngs all through december and made it to the team this yr. be proud of urself too alright? wish u all the best jasmine. i still rem the first day tt we went for trials together.

to all my dear sec3s..my hand quite tired so i cant write u all each a dedication :) gosh so much to say. firstly i really enjoyed trng wit u all. u r all a bunch crazy nuts. u all haf soooo much potential and im glad u are all so united.keep that spirit alive, it is what will keep u going in times like these. train hard u guys, complete wat we couldnt this year. i believe in all of u.each and everyone.its a matter of who wants it most remember?also remember it is all up to God. i dont care which God, just God himself. u guys must watch urselves in sch alright? dont get caught for too many silly things, theyre out to get u!.
gosh today's game was such a hard lesson. we lost to stc 3-1. i scored the only goal but how i wish i could haf done much much more. its now too late, n i hope deep down in my heart i am satisfied as i say i am. i hope i did my best.
we prayed before the match and after the match. God had decided wat the outcome would be. it was tough and i dont know wat lesson we're suppsoed to get from it. but we'll learn. crezhockey. it has caused me so much pain and so much joy to train for this team. to win with this team and to lose with this team. ill never forget these years
yesterday i had a strange encounter at the sixers. hajit took two flicks.the first one was quite good but didnt get in. the second one trickled inside. it was a bad shot. yet it went in. why?? HE PRAYED!. yes! hear all. God listens and He answers. no matter what God ur praying to... He listens! and He may or may not answer the way u wanted. but He is there and He decides it all.
i guess this is all about it. i just wanted to catch all my thoughts before they dissapeared.
i love you crezhockey. im sorry nordin. im sorry seniors. and im sorry to my team for lettin u guys down. But im not sorry for one thing. being a crescenthockey player. "living my life full of fun and danger, heeeey heeey wat u say now? crescent hockey's on its way now!"