i promised the world and a dozen roses.
Wednesday, September 24, 2003
haha.yeah re-did my lay out.cos i saw siti's n got inspired.i didnt know that this type of art is called pop art,tried searching for it under '1960s cartoons' haha!!!!hmm.. anw..heres a few others that u might wanna see....
long live the shit!
Monday, September 22, 2003
long live the shit!
# please let me dream @ 01:05
my lil sis was bouncing on the bed n lo n behold guess what happened?yeah she bounced alright..off the bed..then she lay there for eternety and i think was deciding whether to cry or what..haha..amusing..then i picked her up and laughed so that she woudnt cry.and i gave her a ten second massage on the head.hahaha.so cute.now she's at my lil bro's cupboard pulling out his clothes.
haha nihaad's dad rocks man.got her a whole lotta shit..real punk records..i like the songs inside man.. the god awfuls,tsunami bomb,m16,antifreeze and cant rem what else but it was good...real cool..
got home early..i am going to go study soon...haha..like always.
::does blood rust?
Tuesday, September 16, 2003
haha nihaad's dad rocks man.got her a whole lotta shit..real punk records..i like the songs inside man.. the god awfuls,tsunami bomb,m16,antifreeze and cant rem what else but it was good...real cool..
got home early..i am going to go study soon...haha..like always.
::does blood rust?
# please let me dream @ 16:24
just finished a box of honey stars.found 3 new bands
descendents
boucing souls[i know what boys want-cover frm the waitresses]
tsol-[angel]
i listened to a song from either tsol or bouncing souls [cos i dunno if its the cover] in a cd i borrowed..n i looked thru their lyrics..whoa..nice..haha.
descendents
boucing souls[i know what boys want-cover frm the waitresses]
tsol-[angel]
i listened to a song from either tsol or bouncing souls [cos i dunno if its the cover] in a cd i borrowed..n i looked thru their lyrics..whoa..nice..haha.
# please let me dream @ 15:55
TSOL LYRICS
"Abolish Government/Silent Majority"
Abolish Government
Its nothing to me
Forget about god
He's not here to see
We live by a system
A perfect mold
People perfect people
Who are poor and old
Lives were spent on the ladder of success
Working for nothing in this
In this worthless mess
Presidents a name
Presidents a label
Highest man on the government table.
America
Land of the free
Free to the power of the people in uniform
People are so blind they just can't see
Send your son to bootcamp
Send him off to war
If he comes back he'll be dead and nothing more
Struggle for a land, for a country, for a freedom
All you mindless people looking for someone to lead them
Wake up to the same old shit
Live your life to suit their fit
Some people they don't like your hair
Policemen they just don't care
Snipers that want to be
Rifle sites are aimed at me
Wake up silent majority
The government they don't want us here
You folks can't feel that fear
You can walk the streets today
You can walk in your own way
People think that I'm crazy
These people just can't see
Wake up silent majority
Live your life
Day by day
Doing everything
That they say
Silent majority
Promote freedom
Let it be heard
Don't forget that its only a word
Silent Majority
When you gunna wake up?
"Abolish Government/Silent Majority"
Abolish Government
Its nothing to me
Forget about god
He's not here to see
We live by a system
A perfect mold
People perfect people
Who are poor and old
Lives were spent on the ladder of success
Working for nothing in this
In this worthless mess
Presidents a name
Presidents a label
Highest man on the government table.
America
Land of the free
Free to the power of the people in uniform
People are so blind they just can't see
Send your son to bootcamp
Send him off to war
If he comes back he'll be dead and nothing more
Struggle for a land, for a country, for a freedom
All you mindless people looking for someone to lead them
Wake up to the same old shit
Live your life to suit their fit
Some people they don't like your hair
Policemen they just don't care
Snipers that want to be
Rifle sites are aimed at me
Wake up silent majority
The government they don't want us here
You folks can't feel that fear
You can walk the streets today
You can walk in your own way
People think that I'm crazy
These people just can't see
Wake up silent majority
Live your life
Day by day
Doing everything
That they say
Silent majority
Promote freedom
Let it be heard
Don't forget that its only a word
Silent Majority
When you gunna wake up?
# please let me dream @ 15:47
BOUNCING SOULS LYRICS
"Hate"
I wanna change the colour of my skin
so i can know what it's like to walk down the street
A stare of hate Would it break my will would i want to kill
If they close their eyes would they ever see the difference
if they closed their ears would it matter anyway
If they closed their mouth do you think they'd ever listen If they closed their mind would they ever learn I wanna change for one day So i could be inside the head of hate Then i would know what it's like to hate Hate is the air You can see it read it hear it and feel it It hides behind smilling faces Smilling faces of fear Happy faces of hate Pretty faces of prejudice Sickly faces ugly faces wrinkled faces decrepit faces of hate The everyday faces of hate
Monday, September 15, 2003
"Hate"
I wanna change the colour of my skin
so i can know what it's like to walk down the street
A stare of hate Would it break my will would i want to kill
If they close their eyes would they ever see the difference
if they closed their ears would it matter anyway
If they closed their mouth do you think they'd ever listen If they closed their mind would they ever learn I wanna change for one day So i could be inside the head of hate Then i would know what it's like to hate Hate is the air You can see it read it hear it and feel it It hides behind smilling faces Smilling faces of fear Happy faces of hate Pretty faces of prejudice Sickly faces ugly faces wrinkled faces decrepit faces of hate The everyday faces of hate
# please let me dream @ 15:40
BONNIE AND CLYDE
Even more than their insurgence against their status in life was Bonnie and Clyde’s devotion to their own. With police and government detectives constantly on their trails, sometimes literally by inches, they time and time again risked their own lives to protect the other. Says Marie Barrow, Clyde’s sister, in Biography, "They never worried about anything else but each other."
In their getaway cars, Clyde and Bonnie habitually carried a Kodak box camera; they loved to pose in dramatic tableaux wielding shotguns and revolvers, self-parodying the gangster image they realized they had earned. More than that, they loved to pose together, embraced or kissing, having other gang members do the snapping. When they died, the police found an undeveloped roll of film under their car seat -- photos of them together, looking adventurous and deeply in love.
They knew they were going to die, maybe next week, maybe next month. Maybe in the morning. They never pretended they might be the only exception to the standard, "Crime doesn’t pay". But, because they knew their time was limited -- their crime spree lasted less than two years -- they decided to let all hell break loose in the meantime to whoop and holler it up till death do them part. Bonnie’s last request to her mother was, "Don’t bring me to a funeral parlor. Bring me home."
go to the website>>
# please let me dream @ 17:40
i was just thinking of what jannah said before.she said i look so optimistic and the type of person who listens to happy songs.
i dont know why that made me feel very...apprehensive?..i mean i don't want people to think im planning out their deaths in my mind...do i?
neither do i want them thinking that i dont understand whats it like to be...down.do i?
however,i dont want them to think im traumatized..do i?
i dont know.je ne sais pas qui je suis.
nobody takes me seriously.nobody takes me non seriously either.and sometimes i wonder if its because i dont want them to.
i dont know why that made me feel very...apprehensive?..i mean i don't want people to think im planning out their deaths in my mind...do i?
neither do i want them thinking that i dont understand whats it like to be...down.do i?
however,i dont want them to think im traumatized..do i?
i dont know.je ne sais pas qui je suis.
nobody takes me seriously.nobody takes me non seriously either.and sometimes i wonder if its because i dont want them to.
# please let me dream @ 17:24
::::::::::::
what an exciting day!the rush of waiting for msdorai to come was exhiliriating!i almost annihilated my disfigured mindmap when i found out she indeed was absent!-please take notice of my new range of expressions!-
anyway.yes she didnt come.purposely i bet u.who cares.
then ms azlin asked us to prepare a speech on what we did during the holidays and to exxagerate it.well..i certainly did that.i wrote that i went on a 3 day marathon and went surfing.actual fact-a movie marathon and the great singapore surf which was a course for using the computer.haha!greatly exxagerated considering the fact that all i did was watch only one movie and stand at the computer lab at NYP for 7 hrs helping computer illiterates move the mouse about.on the other hand she said EXXAGERATE.'
TRIED to come home early today.passed by borders and listened to some cds with stella and nihaad.NOFXs good.MXPX is gooder..influenced la..haha..but blink still rox.didnt go training cos i wanted to finish up my homework.which i would do in just a while.i bought chocolate :( and while eating it i was thinking i could definitely marry a chocolate bar.one new bar everyday!and ill love them all equally and they could make me feel good.they say there are some chemicals in chocolate similar to those produced when you are happy or smth like that.anw..its good!haha!yes i know..im a pig
^..^
_00_
and i am now going to do my homework!but first......some NOFX lyrics searching and some blink info reading!yea!!
'so what if it is a mask i wear,nobody can tell anyway,even if it wasnt there,its not like you would care'
Sunday, September 14, 2003
what an exciting day!the rush of waiting for msdorai to come was exhiliriating!i almost annihilated my disfigured mindmap when i found out she indeed was absent!-please take notice of my new range of expressions!-
anyway.yes she didnt come.purposely i bet u.who cares.
then ms azlin asked us to prepare a speech on what we did during the holidays and to exxagerate it.well..i certainly did that.i wrote that i went on a 3 day marathon and went surfing.actual fact-a movie marathon and the great singapore surf which was a course for using the computer.haha!greatly exxagerated considering the fact that all i did was watch only one movie and stand at the computer lab at NYP for 7 hrs helping computer illiterates move the mouse about.on the other hand she said EXXAGERATE.'
TRIED to come home early today.passed by borders and listened to some cds with stella and nihaad.NOFXs good.MXPX is gooder..influenced la..haha..but blink still rox.didnt go training cos i wanted to finish up my homework.which i would do in just a while.i bought chocolate :( and while eating it i was thinking i could definitely marry a chocolate bar.one new bar everyday!and ill love them all equally and they could make me feel good.they say there are some chemicals in chocolate similar to those produced when you are happy or smth like that.anw..its good!haha!yes i know..im a pig
^..^
_00_
and i am now going to do my homework!but first......some NOFX lyrics searching and some blink info reading!yea!!
'so what if it is a mask i wear,nobody can tell anyway,even if it wasnt there,its not like you would care'
# please let me dream @ 17:15
You should be dating a Leo.
23 July - 22 August
This mate is honest and loyal, with a sunny
disposition. Though this lion has the tendency
to be arrogant, sulky or smug, he/she is
unrestrained in bed.
What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
brought to you by Quizilla
HAHA!...i am!
You are Beauty.
You are beautiful, whether it be on the inside, the
outside, or both. People are drawn to you as
strongly as you are drawn to the beauty in the
world around you.
What Emotion Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
alright!lemme find the beauty...now...pleasE??????
# please let me dream @ 15:55
The underlying logic of the play seems to be as follows. Justice is not necessarily legislated in the way that laws are. A state regulates the law, while a community decides on questions of justice (what is right and what is wrong). These can come into conflict with each other.
haha i am UP TO HERE WITH THAT PLAY! wrote 3 essya okay!!!!!and joanne helping me print out two of them.yay.so kind.haha.dorai is scary.lilian buying travis barker drumstix.stella getting one too.style man.white colour with his name there.
ohman.nihaad must feel like crap.hey dun worry la better to say things than not say them at all.really.except in eddies case when ur ulterior motie is not moral.haha!!!!!!!!
wahlao.now everything is connected to 'a view from the bridge' [literature text]
anw.better go.i have nothing else to talk about.
green peas!
:)hus
Saturday, September 13, 2003
haha i am UP TO HERE WITH THAT PLAY! wrote 3 essya okay!!!!!and joanne helping me print out two of them.yay.so kind.haha.dorai is scary.lilian buying travis barker drumstix.stella getting one too.style man.white colour with his name there.
ohman.nihaad must feel like crap.hey dun worry la better to say things than not say them at all.really.except in eddies case when ur ulterior motie is not moral.haha!!!!!!!!
wahlao.now everything is connected to 'a view from the bridge' [literature text]
anw.better go.i have nothing else to talk about.
green peas!
:)hus
# please let me dream @ 15:22
::
im sick.hopefullly on monday too.yay.cos dorai wants the essay typed out n i dun think i can depend on anyone to print it out for me.so surekly die.so might as well dont go sch.lookin for help online for the essay.its so hard.argh.
just had trng.slack.fun.rejected the NB shoe i ordered.too big.haiz.nvm.sport shoes suck.sneaks dont.yay.n i have mark hoppus puma sneaks.
watched pirates of the caribbean yest.nice.kinda sad though if u think abt it.who was right,the pirates,for wanting to feel,or the 'gd guys'who despised them for their destroyment.its the same like all those serial murderers n stuff.like jack the ripper,was he wrong to kill the whores.after all,they were sinning.hey!just like marco who was trying to have justice by commintting another sin [killing eddie]..yeah.haha.wth.im crapping.
nxt wk his prelims.wont see him tt often i suppose.but its ok.still love him :) his been moody.wonder why.saw him a lot tis last wk.sigh:)
Wednesday, September 10, 2003
im sick.hopefullly on monday too.yay.cos dorai wants the essay typed out n i dun think i can depend on anyone to print it out for me.so surekly die.so might as well dont go sch.lookin for help online for the essay.its so hard.argh.
just had trng.slack.fun.rejected the NB shoe i ordered.too big.haiz.nvm.sport shoes suck.sneaks dont.yay.n i have mark hoppus puma sneaks.
watched pirates of the caribbean yest.nice.kinda sad though if u think abt it.who was right,the pirates,for wanting to feel,or the 'gd guys'who despised them for their destroyment.its the same like all those serial murderers n stuff.like jack the ripper,was he wrong to kill the whores.after all,they were sinning.hey!just like marco who was trying to have justice by commintting another sin [killing eddie]..yeah.haha.wth.im crapping.
nxt wk his prelims.wont see him tt often i suppose.but its ok.still love him :) his been moody.wonder why.saw him a lot tis last wk.sigh:)
# please let me dream @ 18:05
sorry stella for not giving you back your ataris.forgot.no not the hamster the cd.ataris rocks.
today.i went for lit lecture n was really late.then i couldnt attend it cos i got thrown out.oh well.n when i apologized i made her angrier.cosi tot the lecture was later.then i played soccer for like while only.cos yasmeen only came at 2.sucks.nvm.didnt eat a lot today.who am i kiddin.i ate mcdonalds.
met him after soccer.shld haf gone earlier.nvm.i feel so loved.n so confused.n so....neh neh.
ten things i hate abt me
1.fats 2.look young 3.annoying 4.paranoid 5.procrastinates 6.selfish 7.sometimes dun haf a mind of my own8.undescisive 9.lazy10.dumb10 things i love abt you1.your eyes 2.your smile 3.you know wat 4.you know wat else 5.the way u make me laugh 6.how you are so vulnerable sometimes 7.the way u make up stupid stories to tell me smth real simple 8.the way u take me by surprise9.how u take care of those arnd u10.that 'look'
i hope your being true.i truly truly hope so.because i am not in control anymore.i love my dear.
Thursday, September 04, 2003
today.i went for lit lecture n was really late.then i couldnt attend it cos i got thrown out.oh well.n when i apologized i made her angrier.cosi tot the lecture was later.then i played soccer for like while only.cos yasmeen only came at 2.sucks.nvm.didnt eat a lot today.who am i kiddin.i ate mcdonalds.
met him after soccer.shld haf gone earlier.nvm.i feel so loved.n so confused.n so....neh neh.
ten things i hate abt me
1.fats 2.look young 3.annoying 4.paranoid 5.procrastinates 6.selfish 7.sometimes dun haf a mind of my own8.undescisive 9.lazy10.dumb10 things i love abt you1.your eyes 2.your smile 3.you know wat 4.you know wat else 5.the way u make me laugh 6.how you are so vulnerable sometimes 7.the way u make up stupid stories to tell me smth real simple 8.the way u take me by surprise9.how u take care of those arnd u10.that 'look'
i hope your being true.i truly truly hope so.because i am not in control anymore.i love my dear.
# please let me dream @ 00:37
relised i didnt finish my sentence.in my last entry.nvm.i cant rem it.i passed my e maths.not sure abt a math.
n today rocked.had 5 free periods n then went for champions' seminar.which totally rocked.-NOT-.but hockey received 500bux so we might be having a chalet soon.yay.
then nihaad made gingerbread man.i had 5.went straight to my ass.haha.
oh n went wit stella to get a guitar.chio.but the E string broke so i had to go music shop get one.then i tried restringing it but i ended up breaking the string.so i asked my sister to go to get me another string.aha.sorry!.anw its nihaad's guitar.n i have it with me now.and im going to go learn how to re string it and play smth so i can court someone in sch tom morning.WAH.haha.
now we've got a proper instrument to practice wit.shall go jammin soon to get stella familiar wit the drumset.yeah`
n today rocked.had 5 free periods n then went for champions' seminar.which totally rocked.-NOT-.but hockey received 500bux so we might be having a chalet soon.yay.
then nihaad made gingerbread man.i had 5.went straight to my ass.haha.
oh n went wit stella to get a guitar.chio.but the E string broke so i had to go music shop get one.then i tried restringing it but i ended up breaking the string.so i asked my sister to go to get me another string.aha.sorry!.anw its nihaad's guitar.n i have it with me now.and im going to go learn how to re string it and play smth so i can court someone in sch tom morning.WAH.haha.
now we've got a proper instrument to practice wit.shall go jammin soon to get stella familiar wit the drumset.yeah`
# please let me dream @ 18:02
this is me with the words on the tip of my tongue
i am daniela/ a walking contradicion/
who comes from bolivia anyway/ seventeen years.
i love green/ READING/ poetry/ water/ stoning/ writing rubbish/ ripping images off cd sleeves/ music/
pretending to be oh-so-artsy/ stars/ photographs/ french and spanish films/ learning new things/
i hate those people/ ignorancy/ my temper/ my pettiness/ my indesciADHJKJAness/ hate
i wish i had taken art/ i was taller/skinnier/prettier/nicer/kinder/ smarter / to go Paris/ to see the world/
i want to be happy, to know.
take a bow.
the used// pennywise// ataris// tbs// blink// finch// brandnew// rhcp// nodoubt// vandals//
tsunamibomb// audiokarate// ramones// NOFX// offspring// teamdresch// rufio// thehonourrecital// greenday// NUFAN
// the lawrence arms// lagwagon// sleater kinney// hawthorne heights// this day and age// MCR//
hello.anyone there?
::sit
::nihaad
::debbie
::muni
::cin.laureen
::farhan
::johan
::mis :)
::stef
::mavis
::dee
::fariza
::pau-line
::izZAD
::sarah
::_ _ _ _
::XAC
::flintito
::ewick
::tess
::weinty
this is you with ur fingers on the keyboard.
"But if you love and have desires, let these be your desires:
To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody into the night.
To know the pain of too much tenderness.
To be wounded by your own understanding of love;
And to bleed willingfully and joyfully...."-the prophet.
relics of remembrance.
01/01/2003 - 02/01/2003
02/01/2003 - 03/01/2003
03/01/2003 - 04/01/2003
04/01/2003 - 05/01/2003
05/01/2003 - 06/01/2003
06/01/2003 - 07/01/2003
07/01/2003 - 08/01/2003
08/01/2003 - 09/01/2003
09/01/2003 - 10/01/2003
10/01/2003 - 11/01/2003
11/01/2003 - 12/01/2003
12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004
01/01/2004 - 02/01/2004
02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004
04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004
05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004
06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004
07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004
09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005