i promised the world and a dozen roses.
Wednesday, April 30, 2003
entry wit a lot of feeling:
i am angry.
i cannot find lyrics to dynamite by midtown.
and i cannot upload a pic to my template.
and i cant play bass
or drums.
and i live in a shittified country where i cant drop out of sch and start my own band. BLANK183.haha
i am angry.
i cannot find lyrics to dynamite by midtown.
and i cannot upload a pic to my template.
and i cant play bass
or drums.
and i live in a shittified country where i cant drop out of sch and start my own band. BLANK183.haha
# please let me dream @ 22:09
2028::going going gone
i am officially not meant to be in crescent.i really cant cope man.new work everyday.like no use for a name says i dun haf a savior.haiz.haha stella was saying tt no use for a name will haf a name soon.i think so too.they rock.n if they do make it big..rem me n stella told u abt them!!!.oh n also abt midtown.=).haha.but blinks' still the father of all bands ;).cant wait for their new album.
hmmm.premier league resumin right after mid yr.tts gd.also the 11-a-side for c div gon come soon.i think they can do it.seriously.i wun b surprised if they make it to finals.=).
aiyah i think i beter go.i haf nth to say.oh n my blink pics screwed i think,i cant see it.can u all??
Monday, April 28, 2003
i am officially not meant to be in crescent.i really cant cope man.new work everyday.like no use for a name says i dun haf a savior.haiz.haha stella was saying tt no use for a name will haf a name soon.i think so too.they rock.n if they do make it big..rem me n stella told u abt them!!!.oh n also abt midtown.=).haha.but blinks' still the father of all bands ;).cant wait for their new album.
hmmm.premier league resumin right after mid yr.tts gd.also the 11-a-side for c div gon come soon.i think they can do it.seriously.i wun b surprised if they make it to finals.=).
aiyah i think i beter go.i haf nth to say.oh n my blink pics screwed i think,i cant see it.can u all??
# please let me dream @ 20:30
1122::i think u have a problem
good morning everyone!i did not go school again today!.
having stomach crams.that n i spent he whole weekend wit matches.ah nvm shall not tell u all details.
but yes i wish i hadnt ponteng-ed but sometimes u gotta do wat u gotta do.i hate school.i actually liked it before.now its not fun.people expect u to do the impossible.ok la mayb not impossible for some.agh.my classmate finished all her maths work plus the mid yrs frm past years.i havent touched either.ok la i know im being stupid by stressin over dumb things like that.but it does bother me.i think ive a compulsive disorder.
havent blogged for a while.sometimes i find it real dumb to post all this for public.but i guess my life shldnt be so important for any1 to bother reading this.haha.anyway just finished reading 'we are not monsters'.its this book about teen problems.school shootings,fanticides,suicide,cutting,sexual abuse n all tt depressing crap.it just leaves me wondering if there is any normal person out there.so many disorders surely all of us have one.haha migosh he's sucha good flirt.oh n i think d's boring!.disgrace to e name.stephanie u were right.haha.
hmmm my mum got pissed at me.n my sister she cut down my allowance.like a lot.but im tryna change her mind.i din argue wit her.just tried to keep quiet n reason wit her.haiz.shall take time i suppose.gosh i cant wait to get out of crescent.but im also scared of wats out there.haha.i suck lah!lucky im afraid of cutting too.alright i shall go off n do stupid french research now.
Friday, April 25, 2003
good morning everyone!i did not go school again today!.
having stomach crams.that n i spent he whole weekend wit matches.ah nvm shall not tell u all details.
but yes i wish i hadnt ponteng-ed but sometimes u gotta do wat u gotta do.i hate school.i actually liked it before.now its not fun.people expect u to do the impossible.ok la mayb not impossible for some.agh.my classmate finished all her maths work plus the mid yrs frm past years.i havent touched either.ok la i know im being stupid by stressin over dumb things like that.but it does bother me.i think ive a compulsive disorder.
havent blogged for a while.sometimes i find it real dumb to post all this for public.but i guess my life shldnt be so important for any1 to bother reading this.haha.anyway just finished reading 'we are not monsters'.its this book about teen problems.school shootings,fanticides,suicide,cutting,sexual abuse n all tt depressing crap.it just leaves me wondering if there is any normal person out there.so many disorders surely all of us have one.haha migosh he's sucha good flirt.oh n i think d's boring!.disgrace to e name.stephanie u were right.haha.
hmmm my mum got pissed at me.n my sister she cut down my allowance.like a lot.but im tryna change her mind.i din argue wit her.just tried to keep quiet n reason wit her.haiz.shall take time i suppose.gosh i cant wait to get out of crescent.but im also scared of wats out there.haha.i suck lah!lucky im afraid of cutting too.alright i shall go off n do stupid french research now.
# please let me dream @ 11:26
2020::i love it when im wit u baby
midyrs in 2 weeks time.whoo hoo.haha u16 going on malaysia tour still =).gon go for the sixers at ipoh.n den tour arnd malaysia.haha today had social studies test.n i was like whining to nihaad i didnt wanna take,then she told me dun go lah!say u have french.so i did.n when i called gary tan he said prove to me u can speak french.n so i did.n he gave me the test paper n told me to pass up on monday.=).HAHA.im gd.such a slacker.
tom got lit lecture in school.also got game.but i better do my work.got quite a lot.haha.gosh im so tired.oh i went to school wit specs today.hate it.but i dun wanna lose an eyeball.got sum infection lah.i think gon get a cyst soon.
whoa french was like not bad today.i din sleep.
oh n crescent hockey club's going to be selling t shirts.they r damn cool even thogh nordin din show me yet =).everyone must buy ok?
the perfect present for a friend enemy or stranger!
buy urself -or tt special or not so special someone- a specially manufactured CHC t shirt for just $15!theres two designs to choose from!
1-big arrow pointing upwards n saying 'hockey player" to tell the whole world ur part of the worlds bestest sport! or
2-an ego boosting t shirt that says "i like myself." and in smaller words "u shut up".HAHA
ya that was lame but nvm.haha.nice right.haha.better say yes.dunno wat colours yet.shall tell all of u later.gtg.gon go catch up wit some ppl online.
Wednesday, April 23, 2003
midyrs in 2 weeks time.whoo hoo.haha u16 going on malaysia tour still =).gon go for the sixers at ipoh.n den tour arnd malaysia.haha today had social studies test.n i was like whining to nihaad i didnt wanna take,then she told me dun go lah!say u have french.so i did.n when i called gary tan he said prove to me u can speak french.n so i did.n he gave me the test paper n told me to pass up on monday.=).HAHA.im gd.such a slacker.
tom got lit lecture in school.also got game.but i better do my work.got quite a lot.haha.gosh im so tired.oh i went to school wit specs today.hate it.but i dun wanna lose an eyeball.got sum infection lah.i think gon get a cyst soon.
whoa french was like not bad today.i din sleep.
oh n crescent hockey club's going to be selling t shirts.they r damn cool even thogh nordin din show me yet =).everyone must buy ok?
the perfect present for a friend enemy or stranger!
buy urself -or tt special or not so special someone- a specially manufactured CHC t shirt for just $15!theres two designs to choose from!
1-big arrow pointing upwards n saying 'hockey player" to tell the whole world ur part of the worlds bestest sport! or
2-an ego boosting t shirt that says "i like myself." and in smaller words "u shut up".HAHA
ya that was lame but nvm.haha.nice right.haha.better say yes.dunno wat colours yet.shall tell all of u later.gtg.gon go catch up wit some ppl online.
# please let me dream @ 20:45
2022::WTH!!!!
ten things that are going wrong now!
1 I CANT GO OBS!!
2 i gained 3 KG!
3 im so gonna flunk math
4 ditto for mid years
5 on the other hadn, why are we having mid years?!
6 i still have the perverted neighbour wit his cam there
7 -erm- i cant find proper things to say
8
9
10
haha i realised it isnt thaat bad\\ apart from the OBS thing.i wanna go so bad.mum isnt lettin me go cos she got pissed wit me.cos..i woke her up to sign the form..cos..ms goon said if i din pass up that day i cldnt go -see the odds against me right- sooo....my mum signed it n said i couldnt go.and that i might get sars.YA RIGHT!.
Thursday, April 17, 2003
ten things that are going wrong now!
1 I CANT GO OBS!!
2 i gained 3 KG!
3 im so gonna flunk math
4 ditto for mid years
5 on the other hadn, why are we having mid years?!
6 i still have the perverted neighbour wit his cam there
7 -erm- i cant find proper things to say
8
9
10
haha i realised it isnt thaat bad\\ apart from the OBS thing.i wanna go so bad.mum isnt lettin me go cos she got pissed wit me.cos..i woke her up to sign the form..cos..ms goon said if i din pass up that day i cldnt go -see the odds against me right- sooo....my mum signed it n said i couldnt go.and that i might get sars.YA RIGHT!.
# please let me dream @ 20:45
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# please let me dream @ 23:09
1318::im good
haha!guess who is going to stay home till the 17 to finish up her work and not get scolding?
thats right me!!haha!now dun kill me.i need to do it else ill have the whole teacher population after me.besides,hockey dun start till then
ok i shall update later.im still not in the mood for writin.
Saturday, April 12, 2003
haha!guess who is going to stay home till the 17 to finish up her work and not get scolding?
thats right me!!haha!now dun kill me.i need to do it else ill have the whole teacher population after me.besides,hockey dun start till then
ok i shall update later.im still not in the mood for writin.
# please let me dream @ 13:19
2101::guns n roses
haha.would anyone believe me if i said i spent the last 3 days in the library doing work.mainly maths?and that i completed nearly all of my waay back due-ed assignments?..WELL U SHOULD COS ITS TRUE!..haha..went tampines library..did my work..n i feel good for doing my work siah..haha..less stupid..
hmmm well my sis is gonna be in CHAMPS.on kids central tt show.as an extra la..duh..haha..n i got to c the actual film process n all.ok i tell u,for this line "thank u for ur kind attention.goodbye!" they had to film it 6 times!!!..haha..n they were usin some camera trick to make the auditorium look like it was full when there were acatually only like 12 ppl there!...smth to do wit the camera angle.haha.it was damn cool.i like the stupid hanging microphone.anw,my sis is now a professional extra-er.haha.
oh n do u know at the NKF builidin -where the shooting took place,as in tv show shooting- u get andersens ice crem n cakes n watever is there tt u want free..cos its sponsored.n i had to take my temperature before going in.haha.
i wanna be a film maker.like really.its damn cool.been wanting to since dunno when.but then,if i suck then ill be dirt poor.haha.n ill haf to deal wit stuck up b=tch actresses n actors
just now the neighbours came over.this kid,aaron,he is like 4 yrs old.AND DAMN VIOLENT.he was hittin me wit this plastic dolphin.it hurt ok.n stabbin me wit a wooden knife.haha.but hes damn funky for a 4yr old.he likes redhotchillipeppers n prodigy n LP.haha.n the mum is funky too.
its funny.last time no doubt was not liked by a lotta people.gwen stefani was considered weird.n now.everyone thinks ey r cool n original.its damn crap.the world needs wannabes.the world loves wannabes so hey hey do that brand new thing.haha.offspring!
now that im finally doin my work,i dont want school to start.i wanna complete it.oh now i feel danm hardworkin.know wat.those neighbours were lookin at my schbag n tellin me how ey either brought a pencil box,a volleyball or a badminton racket to sch.nth else.or mayb an umbrella.haha.wish i cld get a way wit tt.on the other hand.im not plannin on marryin a big bucks earnin husband.so i better study..ahaha..hockey resumin on e 17th..ahaha.gon be sooo outta shape siah...din do any fitness.the doin push ups crap failed.havent done em since i think the last time i blogged.
Wednesday, April 09, 2003
haha.would anyone believe me if i said i spent the last 3 days in the library doing work.mainly maths?and that i completed nearly all of my waay back due-ed assignments?..WELL U SHOULD COS ITS TRUE!..haha..went tampines library..did my work..n i feel good for doing my work siah..haha..less stupid..
hmmm well my sis is gonna be in CHAMPS.on kids central tt show.as an extra la..duh..haha..n i got to c the actual film process n all.ok i tell u,for this line "thank u for ur kind attention.goodbye!" they had to film it 6 times!!!..haha..n they were usin some camera trick to make the auditorium look like it was full when there were acatually only like 12 ppl there!...smth to do wit the camera angle.haha.it was damn cool.i like the stupid hanging microphone.anw,my sis is now a professional extra-er.haha.
oh n do u know at the NKF builidin -where the shooting took place,as in tv show shooting- u get andersens ice crem n cakes n watever is there tt u want free..cos its sponsored.n i had to take my temperature before going in.haha.
i wanna be a film maker.like really.its damn cool.been wanting to since dunno when.but then,if i suck then ill be dirt poor.haha.n ill haf to deal wit stuck up b=tch actresses n actors
just now the neighbours came over.this kid,aaron,he is like 4 yrs old.AND DAMN VIOLENT.he was hittin me wit this plastic dolphin.it hurt ok.n stabbin me wit a wooden knife.haha.but hes damn funky for a 4yr old.he likes redhotchillipeppers n prodigy n LP.haha.n the mum is funky too.
its funny.last time no doubt was not liked by a lotta people.gwen stefani was considered weird.n now.everyone thinks ey r cool n original.its damn crap.the world needs wannabes.the world loves wannabes so hey hey do that brand new thing.haha.offspring!
now that im finally doin my work,i dont want school to start.i wanna complete it.oh now i feel danm hardworkin.know wat.those neighbours were lookin at my schbag n tellin me how ey either brought a pencil box,a volleyball or a badminton racket to sch.nth else.or mayb an umbrella.haha.wish i cld get a way wit tt.on the other hand.im not plannin on marryin a big bucks earnin husband.so i better study..ahaha..hockey resumin on e 17th..ahaha.gon be sooo outta shape siah...din do any fitness.the doin push ups crap failed.havent done em since i think the last time i blogged.
# please let me dream @ 22:29
1834::another empty day
If Barbie were life-size, her measurements would be 39-23-33.
She would stand seven feet, two inches tall.
If the population of China walked past you in single file, the
line would never end because of the rate of reproduction.
haha i know im wu liao.went to seletar reservoir just now wit my bro n his fren..cos we had nth else to do..i wanted to do work but there were ants on e table..din wanna disturb them.hazlin leeleng n dunno who else went tampines mall n i din join em..cos i promsed my bro ill take him out.haha.gosh i cant seem to dwnload kazaa.winamp sucks.dunno how to use it.can someone tell me how?
alright.msn messenger plus sucks.i had to dwnload it 4 times today.
Tuesday, April 08, 2003
If Barbie were life-size, her measurements would be 39-23-33.
She would stand seven feet, two inches tall.
If the population of China walked past you in single file, the
line would never end because of the rate of reproduction.
haha i know im wu liao.went to seletar reservoir just now wit my bro n his fren..cos we had nth else to do..i wanted to do work but there were ants on e table..din wanna disturb them.hazlin leeleng n dunno who else went tampines mall n i din join em..cos i promsed my bro ill take him out.haha.gosh i cant seem to dwnload kazaa.winamp sucks.dunno how to use it.can someone tell me how?
alright.msn messenger plus sucks.i had to dwnload it 4 times today.
# please let me dream @ 18:34
1349 ::i dont wannabe just like u
siblings out.ey r younger than me n haf more of a social life too.haha.pathetic.i still cant find my blink182 CD.gotta go get new copy.or just burn.haha then im deprivin them frm earnin another sales.the new messenger sucks.i cant even dl the gradier properly.and yes i tried doing some work today.did 3 math questions! -wow-not only tt,they were supposed to be easy.surds.
haha i pissed my mum off yest.so i felt guilty n went to do work.haha.
carrie chong said ashanti n ja rule were tryna copy beyonce n jayz.nah uh..but mayb.cos im gettin bored of em songs.n gd charlottes anthem reminds me of blinks.haiz.haha.BLINK ME.
erm days are passing by VERY fast.and i dont have anything to account fo my holidays.
achievements??
1 did a bit of math
did erm chem notes?
read the dictionary?-haha!-like3 pages! but cant rem e words
slept at least 10 hrs everyday
read satanic bks abt molecules n amazin facts
saw e mesmerize/all i have/evanescence/like a stone/busted/sum41/s.twain/redhotchillipeppers/santana videos more than 1 time
stayed at nihaad's place for 3nites n had prata at 3am
swam at 2am
proved leon was nt a gd boy
survived witout hockey n sch crap frens
ate enough to last me a life time
did 20 push ups on alternate days-yes!i can do 20 at one shot ahha!-
shot baskets n cld do a 3 pointer
watched satanic online vids
watched mindless movies
a ok i cant think anymore siah..haha i think i better go watch more stickdeath vids man..btw the link is at ur left..e one tt says 'bored n sadistic'..haha..
Monday, April 07, 2003
siblings out.ey r younger than me n haf more of a social life too.haha.pathetic.i still cant find my blink182 CD.gotta go get new copy.or just burn.haha then im deprivin them frm earnin another sales.the new messenger sucks.i cant even dl the gradier properly.and yes i tried doing some work today.did 3 math questions! -wow-not only tt,they were supposed to be easy.surds.
haha i pissed my mum off yest.so i felt guilty n went to do work.haha.
carrie chong said ashanti n ja rule were tryna copy beyonce n jayz.nah uh..but mayb.cos im gettin bored of em songs.n gd charlottes anthem reminds me of blinks.haiz.haha.BLINK ME.
erm days are passing by VERY fast.and i dont have anything to account fo my holidays.
achievements??
1 did a bit of math
did erm chem notes?
read the dictionary?-haha!-like3 pages! but cant rem e words
slept at least 10 hrs everyday
read satanic bks abt molecules n amazin facts
saw e mesmerize/all i have/evanescence/like a stone/busted/sum41/s.twain/redhotchillipeppers/santana videos more than 1 time
stayed at nihaad's place for 3nites n had prata at 3am
proved leon was nt a gd boy
survived witout hockey n sch crap frens
ate enough to last me a life time
did 20 push ups on alternate days-yes!i can do 20 at one shot ahha!-
shot baskets n cld do a 3 pointer
watched satanic online vids
watched mindless movies
a ok i cant think anymore siah..haha i think i better go watch more stickdeath vids man..btw the link is at ur left..e one tt says 'bored n sadistic'..haha..
# please let me dream @ 14:06
1600 ::like a stone
haha i wanna get audio slaves cd now.haha.
1-audio slaves
2-sum41
3-redhotchillipeppers
4-santana
5-good charlotte
ok i cant think already..blink182's coming up wit a new cd..cant wait..been on msn for few hours already..haha..THANKS CAL FOR THE WEBPAGE!..anw..watched iron ladies 2 yest..its was hilarious..santana rocks.haha.
ok.i still havent done much work.haiz.
theres still no trng
haha gonna b so outta shape siah
i feel myself geting fatter everyday
enrique's at my palace.he is this lil kid,neighbour.damn cute.no hes not spanish.but hes cute.haha too bad hes born 10 yrs too late.
kidsa re noisy.n stupid.i hate kids.i dont wanna get married.
haha.but sometimes ey r cute.mayb ill change my mind.haha.stupid.
Saturday, April 05, 2003
haha i wanna get audio slaves cd now.haha.
1-audio slaves
2-sum41
3-redhotchillipeppers
4-santana
5-good charlotte
ok i cant think already..blink182's coming up wit a new cd..cant wait..been on msn for few hours already..haha..THANKS CAL FOR THE WEBPAGE!..anw..watched iron ladies 2 yest..its was hilarious..santana rocks.haha.
ok.i still havent done much work.haiz.
theres still no trng
haha gonna b so outta shape siah
i feel myself geting fatter everyday
enrique's at my palace.he is this lil kid,neighbour.damn cute.no hes not spanish.but hes cute.haha too bad hes born 10 yrs too late.
kidsa re noisy.n stupid.i hate kids.i dont wanna get married.
haha.but sometimes ey r cute.mayb ill change my mind.haha.stupid.
# please let me dream @ 13:52
1040::back home
haha been at nihaad's for the past 3 days.THANKS NIHAAD!.had a gd time man.but on the third night we wanted to seim at 2am.n i slept!!cldnt wake up.haha.on the 2nd nite went to eat roti prata siah.haha.i like walkin arnd at 3am in the morning.n we saw this three cyclist coming towards us n ey were lyk swayin n i tot they were drunk.=S.haha ey werent.migosh ate so much there.n slept so lil.but had lotsa fun thank nihaad for saving me=). listening to the calling.OH n i FINALLY caught mesmerize's video!!haha..as u all must know by now,my grandmothers lyk lockin herself in the room cos she argued wit my mum.n she took the tv in wit her.happily rolled it in lah.
crap my mum is pissed.not a gd time to ask her to re activate my phone line.or to cut my hair.or to get new pair of shoes.=X.oh well.
IM BORED.oh theres a YD reception nxt fri.haha will c all my hockey freaks!..yayayayay...haha RHCP's vid for cantstop is damn cool.so crap.ok im going to go do my work.REALLY.i will...i will try...really...
haha been at nihaad's for the past 3 days.THANKS NIHAAD!.had a gd time man.but on the third night we wanted to seim at 2am.n i slept!!cldnt wake up.haha.on the 2nd nite went to eat roti prata siah.haha.i like walkin arnd at 3am in the morning.n we saw this three cyclist coming towards us n ey were lyk swayin n i tot they were drunk.=S.haha ey werent.migosh ate so much there.n slept so lil.but had lotsa fun thank nihaad for saving me=). listening to the calling.OH n i FINALLY caught mesmerize's video!!haha..as u all must know by now,my grandmothers lyk lockin herself in the room cos she argued wit my mum.n she took the tv in wit her.happily rolled it in lah.
crap my mum is pissed.not a gd time to ask her to re activate my phone line.or to cut my hair.or to get new pair of shoes.=X.oh well.
IM BORED.oh theres a YD reception nxt fri.haha will c all my hockey freaks!..yayayayay...haha RHCP's vid for cantstop is damn cool.so crap.ok im going to go do my work.REALLY.i will...i will try...really...
# please let me dream @ 20:31
this is me with the words on the tip of my tongue
i am daniela/ a walking contradicion/
who comes from bolivia anyway/ seventeen years.
i love green/ READING/ poetry/ water/ stoning/ writing rubbish/ ripping images off cd sleeves/ music/
pretending to be oh-so-artsy/ stars/ photographs/ french and spanish films/ learning new things/
i hate those people/ ignorancy/ my temper/ my pettiness/ my indesciADHJKJAness/ hate
i wish i had taken art/ i was taller/skinnier/prettier/nicer/kinder/ smarter / to go Paris/ to see the world/
i want to be happy, to know.
take a bow.
the used// pennywise// ataris// tbs// blink// finch// brandnew// rhcp// nodoubt// vandals//
tsunamibomb// audiokarate// ramones// NOFX// offspring// teamdresch// rufio// thehonourrecital// greenday// NUFAN
// the lawrence arms// lagwagon// sleater kinney// hawthorne heights// this day and age// MCR//
hello.anyone there?
::sit
::nihaad
::debbie
::muni
::cin.laureen
::farhan
::johan
::mis :)
::stef
::mavis
::dee
::fariza
::pau-line
::izZAD
::sarah
::_ _ _ _
::XAC
::flintito
::ewick
::tess
::weinty
this is you with ur fingers on the keyboard.
"But if you love and have desires, let these be your desires:
To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody into the night.
To know the pain of too much tenderness.
To be wounded by your own understanding of love;
And to bleed willingfully and joyfully...."-the prophet.
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