i promised the world and a dozen roses.

Monday, March 31, 2003
1845 ::useless day
i just found out the posted homework online.so shitty.haiz.and i havent done my last batch of work.haiz.was asked to go play pool..should have gone man..but mum lah..making noise..like as if i would get sars like that..ok i shouldnt say stuff like that..i take it back..watched the barbrshop on vdc..sucks man..so boring whole show in one setting onlly..shall watch abandon..haha wonder if itll b any gd..
watched 3 lame shows at syah's place yest..we4 played bball wit iza n marcus..n iza threw a ball tt bounced off marcus head..ouch..lyk-boing.....-haha..quite funny actually..syah's sis is real pretty..watche zoolander..migosh talk abt male bimbos..hahaha the male models died while playing wit gasoline..n two weeks notice was so boring..then we watched josie n the pussycats..nice bimbotic show..haha..like i said it was bimbo night.
wanna cut my hair tomorrow.and hoping to camp out at nihaad's place on wed.okay okay illbe good and do my hoework tonight ok?ill do last months one as well 0=) hahhaha..im so behind..
yayayayayayayayayay.hope i can crash nihaad's place.so bored at home.
cool website things to do at the elevator to annoy ppl!
Announce in a demonic voice: "I must find a more suitable host body."
Ask each passenger getting on if you can push the button for them.
Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside ask: "Got enough air in there?"
Listen to the elevator walls with a stethoscope.
On a long ride, sway side to side at the natural frequency of the elevator.
Say "Ding!" at each floor.
Show other passengers a wound and ask if it looks infected.
Sing "Mary had a little lamb" while continually pushing buttons.
Stand silent and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off.
Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce "You're one of THEM!" and move to the far corner of the elevator.
Stare at your thumb and say "I think it's getting larger."
Stare, grinning, at another passenger for a while, and then announce: "I've got new socks on!"
Take a bite of a sandwich and ask another passenger: "Wanna see wha in muh mouf?"
Walk on with a cooler that says "human head" on the side.
Wear "X-Ray Specs" and leer suggestively at other passengers.
Wear a puppet on your hand and talk to other passengers "through" it.
When arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to yank the doors open, then act embarrassed when they open by themselves.
When at least 8 people have boarded, moan from the back: "Oh, not now, damn motion sickness!"

Friday, March 28, 2003
mesmerize::1425
wah lau.i finished one roll of toilet paper in 2hrs.haha.nose lah.keeps running.ah so boring at home.i think im going to go compasspoint after this.eh there is this nice hip hop song..i think its tell me they played it on radio but cant rem the singers.AH MESMERIZE!=) its palyin in the radio now..haiz..luv tt song.dunno why also..its so happy..
lee leng will be leaving me!shes going to project quad!..shes kinda afraid though..cos of yixin n all..haiz long story..but it wldnt haf happened if the stupid manager had two gk 'stead of 1?!..
i wanna get red hot chilli peppers new album..n LP's too..haha so many things..
thinking about it..i have been in the age quad for a while already..still havent improved.my play so inconsistant.kinda bummed abt it.but i dont think i can go projet.im scared of all the physical.im a chicken man.haiz.will never get anywhere in life.haiz.depressing tots...shall go off now..n sulk
The world I love
the tears I drop
to be part of
the wave can't stop
ever wonder if it's all for you
the world I love
the trains I hop
to be part of
the wave can't stop
come on tell me when it's time to

cant stop.redhotchillipeppers.
check it
1228::entertain meeeee
haha was just reading some people's blogs.migosh.really made me laugh.wattasight.agh.im still wit the running nose.so crappy.n the stupid blogger wun update my lay out.i added sum links.ah nvm.
was reading this book.about strange tales n stuff.haha i wanna go north pole n see the aurora!its just lights basicaly.n scientist estimate in 8000million A.D. the sun will burn itself out.haha not tt it affects us.most prob all of us will die.i wanna die young.being old sucks.u lose your teeth,hair,memmory,hearing, sight, relatives, sense, speed...haha..not worth it.
im boring!.not bored.ya well that too.
better do everyone a favour n go now.shall update later!
Thursday, March 27, 2003
1125::wth
haha been reading the different reactions to the no sch thing..seems pretty much a lot of ppl r bummed.agh!!!no premier league!no u16 trng!no sch trng!no comb sch!ah!..haha not tt i got much time to worry abt it..im sick n supposed to haf gotten better..medicines dun work siah..
anw im pretty pissed now..its the type of feeling which u not v sure of but know tt ure pissed
agh!i just heard u can get fined if ure caught lyk loitering n stuff?wat crap man!
this is so screwed..nvm at least the teachers were not able to give us hw and stuff haha!
wonder if the o levels will b postponed sak
agh wat can a 15yr old do at home or 2 wks man!!!!!this is so torturing..they even cancelled my matches..
stupid ladies who went to hk lah..
haha know wat..mayb doomsday is near..
IM BORED ALREADY!!!

Tuesday, March 25, 2003
So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything you need
I'll also be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone
.3doorsdown.
1050::lifes forever changing if u dun stop once in a while,u might just miss it
im home sick too.eyre really afraid of the sars thing.my doc said every tcher is given a thermometer.haha watched hot chick yest.i know im lagging.but it was so so funny.lifted up my spirits.the Bandar Penawar -at Desaru- trip was super fun.stayed at a resort nxt to the sea.one day i shall go back for hols there haha.the sky is amazing.its so clear u can c stars n stars.no buildings in sight.wonder how the students survive man.its a sports school.their basics are super good.
moving on,it was a great team bonding for us u14,u15 and u16 girls..ok now REALLY moving on,u know i stay near the seletar airbase?n its reallly freaky when sum plane wld come real close n make tt noise?im constantly thinking wat id do if there really was war.kinda scared.i wanna go back church n soothe myself.but i feel damn...disloyal?ya..n come to think of it,mayb doomsday is near.haiz nvm dun talk abt it.just hopw everything blows over.
had combined sch matches on sat n sun.means 5days in a row i had game.fun.but tiring.i played defence in comb sch cos i din wanna sit at bench ahaha.we haf too many forwards.then i bruised myself on my upper thigh?!i so totally suck at defending haha.
ok schools started officially.but looks lyk ill b missin few days.by law 10 days.or so nihaad says but my doc gave me only 2 days haha.mids are in 6 wks time?so freaky.n im so behind math.lucky tourns over.can concentrate.cant wait for OBS.and for the tour arnd malaysia!we going wit the u14 n u15 team if im not worng.10 days on a rd trip!playin game after game in diff states.fun.oh n i saw a pair of adisas shoes.damn nice.linda wants to buy it first!nooooo...haha...its white wit sum orange.called the adidas adout w.okies.shall go n sleep more now.so sad rite,haf to get sick to get rest haiz.
Sunday, March 16, 2003
1044::bitch ure such a hypocrite
been a long time since i wrote.haha.no much time.
anw im getting quite tired of all the backstabbing.how a person can b so sickeningly nice to u n make u think she is ur friend but behind u they saying all kinds of trash.and thats not all.its not like she is any better than u.sounds familiar?its called the human syndrome.everyone is like that.myself included.so why do u think u are any better?why do you have to go around saying stuff when u are no better either?i dont understand.but i guess thats how it is.i dont hate u.i have nothing against u.but i just wish u wouldnt be so damn act-good.
moving on.wow the holidays are finally here.got some time to catch up on my work.ill be seeing both mr loh n mr lee for maths cos i wun b in singapore during the remedial days=).n Dorai wants us to do sum rubbish for her n my grp hasnt met.i hate being a leader.always dissapoint people.haiz.and contrary to wat everyone thinkls,its not that i love dorai?but give her a chance man.mayb her method will work AFTER she has gone through the book.
today we having our first game for premier league.im nervous.=S.cos the combined sch team hasne even played one game together.n besides!we dont have a goalkeeper man!!think we playing police.and no its not going to be just ppl our age.ppl older as well.haiz.hmmm the com sch development team is playing the division one tourn against crescent hockey club.eh wait i dunno if its div one or premier league.hais wateva its still a hockey tourn.i guess tts ab it.i haf nothing else to say out loud.
Monday, March 10, 2003
so give me one good reason\why we need to\be like them\kids will\have fun\and offend\they dont't\want to\and dont fit in\-blink182
1059 ::a brand new week
aha never type for so long.so depressed the whole weekend man. let me recount it all. friday our match vs northland was damn damn exciting.anyone who was there would agree.i played my best,the whole team did.we didn't need to talk,just did our stuff.june was injured.it was so sad,we just needed a little bit more time,mayb her muscles would have recovered.haiz.well we lost in flicks.i didn't expect it.the atmosphere n everything was so in our favour.really thought we would win.but we didn't.and we all cried..a river?..but really.and seniors as well as my northland friends came to comfort us.our seniors were proud of us.but it wasnt enough i guess.i really wish we could have brought home that gold.for me theres another year.but this team,is special.oh well.anw,the whole team headed to seoul garden at taka.it was fun.cured us all a little. im going to miss my seniors so much. after tt i went back home. =).saturday i went to watch pauline's src game,they won jansenites-made up of northland ppl- i totally saw the difference in reaction.jansenites lost yet to them was no big deal.i guess they win the title too often eh.agh.oh n then the guys match took part.it was cool.but even mindy agreed that our finals was much more exciting.i enjoyed our finals.but not the final part of it.the losing ya.then i collected my trophy,Crescent Hockey Club joint third wit theresians. oh btw,if u are lost im talking about the UNDER-21 tournament.yup.i went wit syah n marcus.marcus was formally dressed haha.then i saw nordin talked to him a while.then wong xi n the rest came n we watched the finals.later i went wit haslin lee leng and limin to esplanade.we saw breakdancers =)))) im so totally going to learn it as soon as azliza n janna go wit me. it was damn cool.the girls were havin fun.then we sat n rotted till arnd 10+ and we got hungry.of course no shop open so we went witout.they went off n i met marc,went back wit him.haha.ok getting long,anw sundaymet the team at around1.we wanted to watcha movie but instead we went sakura at far east to eat.nordin's treat.gosh the food there?ROX.then nordin made his speech n we all headed to lido in the rain.anw,in the end all of us ended up at cine.they bowled,played laser mania.i din feel lyk doing either.oh at the bowlin place were some breakdancers.all ya ya one.so poser.bright orange pants n helmet.so skinny summore.haha.then we stopped lookin at them cos ey were showing off.i mean lyk 10 girls staring? haha.after all tt went back at arnd 6++ wit syah n pauline.- tts abt it.im still depressed.i know i lnow its over..but its not only the match.is..i dunno..the thought of how things pass by so fast?the thought of how ppl forget?how ppl dont care?how things are never wat one counts them to be?how wat u want never seems to be yours?..haiz forget it im getting too crappy.alls good.
Sunday, March 02, 2003
::Some days wouldn't be special,if it wasn't for rain

Joy wouldn't feel so good, if it wasn't for pain

Death gotta be easy, 'cause life is hard

1100::morning
ill b going delta lata.to watch the guy's u21 semis.i still cant figure out y nordin din lemme play in the match yest.gon meet syah at the deep roots-aka below my blk- of gingko at 1230.haha my mum just came back.found out shse actually went to florida.not spain.haha!.she got me 50cent..haha not as in money..the CD..its this east coast rapper.so totful rite.wanna know y she got it for me?she said the store person said tt the rap is so nasty he din think it'll come to singapore..she knows me so well..im a nasty girl haha..i'd rather haf gotten blink182's CD dude ranch or buddha or chesire cat..which doesnt seem to b in stock here anymore =(..anw 21questions by 50cent's damn sweet!gangsta rap..erm ahsanti n ja rule willbe coming to sg!!!i really really wanna go man..sigh.tts abt it.dun really feel like talking no more. -i w a n n a r u n a w a y.-
Saturday, March 01, 2003
2140 burnt
haha i had my first quarter sch finals..we won 16-0 agnst coral sec..i scored one pathetic first goal!yay!haha n farah n the rest of CHC seniors were lyk "chey one out of 16 only!" -mmph-haha!oh well..oh n nordin only let me play lyk for a while in the first half then the last part of the game i scored..he took me out cos according to him i played lyk "shit" haha..oh well...then had u16 trng..then watched scr vs stc match..src won..kinda xpected but it was a gd match..then CHC played agnst JANSENITES..we lost 2-0..but ey played well..one goal was frm short corner..none outstanding..just their usual reflection kinda thing..oh well..nxt games on monday aganst northland..haiz..im want to score man.only scored one pathetic goal.out of 16.gtg.v tired.

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